You wan hear about ego. One year ago, not so long nothing was a goal, lived life with a resourse in a bowl. No way for a role, not even a rollercoster. Who dares says coast to coast. Life gat no coat of many colours even coloured was a racist, because its shows me only blank. Every target you could guess a blank no hit. but you have got nothing to lose because there is still life. I bought many courses, to navigate this locus. Focus was all I needed. Enroute to success there are many routes but only one road takes you there. I found it!!!!!! A joy to behold. I made my chest a drum. The sound was so pleasant. Ego kept calling but I was busy with my new found role. I can't explain how but it stays with me somehow without a notice. A note to self you will always find whatever you want even laziness produces its result.